His concern - no, that's not it - it is really my realization of his concern. The realization that I am making a scene, that I haven't been able to hide it, that I am screwing up in public. That's what sets me off.









So I do what I usually do when the breathing thing doesn't work.

I run.



This is not a good strategy if you're trying to avoid making a scene on an air-plane. Let me tell you.